Hopeless

The sun always burns...
The sky isn't always blue...
The moon just reflects...
Fire isn't always destructive...

My eyes met hope once...
Hope was the name I gave you...
But I rejected hope, mercilessly...
And since then, I'm hopeless...

It was our day... It was our afternoon
Your eyes met hope too...
Hope was maybe the name you gave me...
But I turned myself into a demon

A demon your angel eyes despise
A demon you would never understand
A demon who seeks redemption
A demon who will remain condemned.

It was our night...
Cold as it was, I embraced you...
Warmth was the thing you needed
Warmth was the thing I gave you

It was our night
Cold as it was, I finished it...
Maybe your dreams of me... and my dreams of you...
You didn't asked for it, neither did I

It was me turned into a demon,
The demon you despise...
The demon you never want to see again
The demon who stares at you... hopelessly.

It hurts and I guess no one will understand
Maybe you, because you were hurt by me too...
It hurts and I guess no one will understand
How I just decapitated the newborn feelings in us.

Not even the most beautiful melody
Not even the most haunting song
Would make you change your mind
Would make you hate me less

I guess I'm the one to blame.

Myself only...

More reasons, to self-destruct the demon.